keep believing

i always put myself in other people’s shoes and i see things from different prespectives.
according to mr chung, i cannot make up my mind and so i am indecisive. i am constantly confused.
(which is why i dont do well in gp)

i’m insensitive and selfish too. and spastic looking.

i get headache frequently n am taking too much panadol.
no insurance for overdose.

i was the only one from tj and from ihpc
there were less than 5 ppl i knew
and biopolis is very far la
went out from the building as soon as the grand ceremony ended
didnt even look at the refreshments.

eh there were some hcjc ppl sitting next to me and talking about tjc guitar club. GOLD WITH HONOURS. congrats ppl. very sad la coz im not in sfy but hey its my club too haha.

i screwed my only astro presentation.

These are 21 Suggestions for Success by H. Jackson Brown, Jr.

1. Marry the right person. This one decision will determine 90% of your happiness or misery.
2. Work at something you enjoy and that’s worthy of your time & talent.
3. Give people more than they expect & do it cheerfully.
4. Become the most positive & enthusiastic person you know.
5. Be forgiving of yourself and others.
6. Be generous
7. Have a grateful heart.
8. Persistence, persistence, persistence.
9. Discipline yourself to save money on even the modest salary.
10. Treat everyone you meet like you want to be treated.
11. Commit yourself to constant improvement.
12. Commit yourself to quality.
13. Understand that happiness is not based on possesions, power or prestige, but on relationship with people you love and respect.
14. Be loyal.
15. Be honest.
16. Be a self-starter.
17. Be decisive even if it means you’ll sometimes be wrong.
18. Stop blaming others. Take responsibility for every area of your life.
19. Be bold and courageous. When you look back on your life, you’ll regret the things you didn’t do more than the ones you did.
20. Take good care of those you love.
21. Don’t do anything that wouldn’t make your Mom proud.

Spongebob:It’s not about winning, it’s about fun

Plankton:What’s that?

Spongebob:Fun is when you… fun is…it’s like…it’s kinda…sorta like a…What is fun? I…Let me spell it for you
F is for friends who do stuff togetherU is for u and meN is for anywhere where and anytime at all
down here in the deep blue sea

Plankton:F is for fire that burns down the whole townU is for Uranium…BOMBS!N is for no survivors when you-

Spongebob:Plankton! Those things aren’t what fun is all about!now, do it like this,F is for friends who do stuff to-

Plankton:Never! that’s completely idiotic!

Spongebob:Here, Let me help you…F is for friends who do stuff togetherU is for u and me, Try it!

Plankton:N is for anywhere and anytime at all
down here in the deep blue sea

Plankton:Wait…I don’t understand this…I feel all tingly inside…should we stop?

Spongebob:No! That’s how you’re supposed to feel!

Plankton:Well i like it!! Lets do it again!

Spongebob:Okay!

Spongebob & Plankton:F is for frolic through all the flowersU is for ukuleleN is for nose picking,
sharing gum, andsand licking here with my best buddy

*weird laughter*

SCHOOL IS DISGUSTING

if you judge other people, you have no time to love them – mother theresa

hmm i hate it when ppl judge other ppl
but i do that too
must stop judging ppl
its just not right

didn’t go very well
slept very little the night before
and again, didn’t bathe haha
i think the whole thing sucked
but pelangi&co still rocked and stoned yea

we got free 6 litre chocolate chips ice cream
and perfomed some tj mass dances
we had a little bit of fun la haha

lend a hand
lend a hand
lend a hand
buy a pen
for ur friend!

we managed to sell more than 300 pens
not bad.

in primary school, i used to love playing at my friends’ houses
i would go as often as my dad allowed and play and do a lot of fun stuff
i loved elli’s house the most haha

in high school, i used to love talking on the phones and just hanging out at malls
indah and i would take turns to call each other everyday
and i still have some ugly photobox photos i took with vivin and fanny in pi mall haha

in cedar, i used to love shopping and dressing up
fanie and i would go into shops and try on clothes
we had fun dressing up each other too

i love watching movies and eating good food now in tj
pat and sherly and i would watch any movie like the interpreter if we feel like it only for the sake of watching movies or go eat sushi or es teler

i used to love talking and gossiping with my friends
and i still do now

haha i guess the companion is all that matters
i just love spending time with my friends

after all the career fair and talks i’m still not sure what i want to be in the future. i a bit regret for not taking bio coz then it will be difficult for me if i ever want to do pharmacy or medicine in uni(since when i want to be a doctor?).
but hey i hate bio to the core. haha i am contradicting myself. engineering looks fun tho it seems like everyone wants to be an engineer. business is tough sigh.

after the scholarship talk in nus, i realised it’s not easy to get a scholarship for uni. and i know that my parents especially my dad have a high expectation on me. getting a scholarship to nus or ntu is the least i can do for them, i really have to work hard for that. it’s kind of pressurising especially knowing the fact that i’m very much lagging behind almost in every subject. not much time left. people please pray for me.

it’s not going to be the end of the world if i never get 4 A’s and 2 distinction in the end tho. or if i never get the scholarship. i can always go back home and marry some abang abang.

i went for a meeting with pilot supplier last wednesday with ms lim, sw, pat and sher. yeew that pilot guy sucked! pilot sucks haha.

there is a lot of things that i can use as excuses for me not studying but i know the only problem is me. i am lazy.