keep believing

i’m ready. promotion. i’m ready. promotion.

went to escape theme park with my favorite ppl in d class yesterday hahaa.
didn’t want to go at first coz i know i would spend a lot if i go
but it’s ok la exams are coming so i need to pre-distress a bit
..erm before i get stressed out.
i had fun and i dunno why ppl always complain about escape.
haha maybe coz of d companion i had
and coz i hardly go to any theme park so theres nothing to compare.
d last time i went to a theme park is when i was in kindergarten
when i wasnt allowed to play most of d rides and i needed to pee badly but couldnt coz of one mean aunty there.

we played almost all d rides (except a stupid looking one, and some which were under mechanical checks).
shinfei and chanel are crazy
they really maximised d use of their $13.20.
they didn’t only play once or twice but 4 or 5 times
-pepsi which is actually not pepsi, and coca cola and flipper.
man they are anything but human.

holidays!

everybody going home today leaving me alone in the hostel.
it happened to me before so it’s alright.

what a hooidays.

btw i’m flexible
and shy
and i’ve stopped taking panadol.

the past two weeks..
play the 3 songs again and again
try our best to look at kent (haha)
poifull-mnm’s-sourpower behind keemeng’s back (literally)
stay back late up til 9pm everyday
take photos
freeze in recital room and auditorium.

and yesterday, the concert.. aurora IX..
play the 3 songs againn
rush here and there
blow 300 baloons
put make ups on each other
take more photos.

the concert was super short la it didn’t really feel like a real concert but we had as much fun!
i wasn’t well prepared tho.. made a lot of mistakes and smiled for each one.. haha
padma was great! i love her voice!

the year2s were very tense (some even shaking) for the first 2 songs,
what we did for the band item was a bit embarrassing,
and the finale was terrible (tho the ole and encores part were a bit funny)..
but overall i enjoyed the whole thing haha
i hope the audience did too.
they sure liked the syf pieces.
i felt kind of sad when everything ended
no more guitar practice.

love the flowers and chocolates! haha.

i’ve been overeating.

sherly is monica geller’s twin separated by miles and years.
shin fei speaks malay like nobita in doraemon does.
my roommate is a pie.
fanie is in love with a blue baby.
irma is extremely nice.
(not only coz i owe her $140, i really truly think she is a nice girl ehem)
siran thinks she is the statue of liberty.
elvina cannot differentiate between an elephant and a lion.
pat runs like phoebe buffay.
wendi runs and doesn’t sweat.
marita smiles like monalisa (eh).
and the rest.. are like bananas floating in space!!

why life is so hard
1. i’m officially broke. i have never been so poor before. i seriously need to stop spending. no bookshop, no sushi, no movie. at least for the next two months. sour power, salmon, mr&mrs smith sigh. sigh.
2. i can’t understand people and they can’t understand me. there are always problems with other people. we irritate each other in the real way (not in the way i irritate shin fei hahaha). peace la. let’s stop judging each other.
3. my mugging plan failed even before it started. i am very very very lazy. june common test. screw it.
4. practices for guitar concert are killing me. 5 times a week. as if there are people who will go for the concert especially for me. but the practices are not that bad actually. i just think i should think it’s a waste of time.
5. i was told that i was the saddest girl in astro. how sad is it. fine mr chan doesn’t know my name. and i didn’t design the tshirt.

but life is not that hard..
1. i’m going home for holidays! i miss mama and papa and vivi and caca. but hm lets not count the days sigh
2. after tomorrow there will be no tutorials for the next one month. holidays!
3. tj guys basketball team got into the finals after 20 years break. haha a bit out of point.
4. i have wonderful people around me who go through this hard life with me hahahaha
5. can’t think of anything now but life is pretty soft la

i’m not complaining

i am in top five
i am so proud of myself
haha

lets study til we turn pink

peace

exam is coming
studying hard wont kill
so i will start studying
must stop playing and spending money like water
but i cant possibly stop eating junk

i will mug all the way til the end of the year
i can do that if i want
ive already started doing my tuts and trying my best to concentrate during tutorials
havent really passed all my tests but at least i tried to study
im getting my momentum
hate the stress i got when i slack too much
when speed is high pressure is low
haha

yea
im going home in june
one week
irma paid for it coz im broke
miss mama papa vivi caca
and everybody else in jakarta

she is stupid
we put in effort
we willing to help
we did all the best we could
but she is still not happy
it was their fault
she cant blame us

bleah
i just hope what we did make a difference in the kids’ lives