keep believing

i don’t want 4 A’s anymore.

i think the past two weeks i go to school more often than i did before grad day. coz teachers keep calling me back, cant bear to see me leaving, hmm i love u all, too. haha. but i still skip phy and if got any chem extra tutorials. basically only go for gp and fmaths la. hihi.

calling for indo dunman lets go gelang to eat again hehe.. actually i sell expensive (jual mahal) when sher n mar asked last friday ya.. but then again, just like what el says, it wont be fun without erlin what hehehe…

my mum and dad go jogging in permata (some place near my house, not sure where it is tho haha) every morning. from 4 to 5. so cute. he said my mum is quite fit and asked me to join them when i go back indo. hm.

yesterday we had the first official indo outing (the ap ppl never go) haha.. we live together and see each other everyday for 2 years but chose two weeks before A levels (which is the reason why we’re stuck here in the first place) to go out and have outing. it’s only (4 hours) dinner la actually haha.. but those 4 hours are fully packed with so much fun. eh i guess when indos go together they dont realise how loud they are. imagine a group of ppl shouting shouting some weird language and laughing terribly loudly.. imagine a group of hungry ppl shouting shouting and laughing even louder.. can see that there is a gap between the fmaths and non fmaths indos. one thing is they walk faster than we do haha.. but fmaths indos can walk fast when they are hungry too. i wasn’t hungry la thats why haha.. we have to go there again ya. eat and shop. indo girls are meant to be centil ba. even timo is also haha..

fuzion in milenia walk is a very nice place to study! u will feel like a boss there (according to lita), nobody goes there (which is quite sad for them) and there is food junction (affordable food) nearby. and harvey norman is just upstairs haha..
pacific coffee in changi is nice too. not so many ppl and it feels like being in F.R.I.E.N.D.S!

i think one of the most beautiful moment in this life is to witness ppl’s happiness and better, to be the reason for it. be happy with them. seeing their laughters and smiles. sharing kindness and joy. i guess relationships are just beautiful ya.. even sharing stress and sorrow can be beautiful too.

i’ll be seeing my gp tutor and gp cannot make it group more often. do i sound happy? i’m not.. and i’m not blushing. hihihi.

grad day.. touching and sad. teachers are very nice ya.. pahlawan tanpa tanda jasa ba. mrs tag made slides of statistics related messages(..especially made for fmaths warriors!), mr chung sang some chinese song(a bit insignificant), gp teachers’ perfomed some lame skit(mr tong! mr chin! hahaha), ms kwan and mr rajesh did citations(they never mentioned my name haha but got my class), and science and maths departments sang some modified songs(mrs kay sang very cutely!). i didn’t cry.
oh oh vj ppl got ice cream and sweets and baloons and a big badge. how come tj only got a big badge?

class bbq on the same day as grad day. cycled with weiwei with william’s bike to ecp. yiling cycled too! i’ve invited myself to her house haha.. next time la.
took so many pics with ppl that day. smile and pose, smile and pose.

02/04 is the best class mrs kay has ever had. she told us that. sob sob.

i made mrs tag angry coz i was talking to sherly during fmaths paper1 mock. actually sher and i were talking and laughing all the time ya.. but she caught me when i was asking sher the formula for the centroid thing, sherly wasnt sure and we were just talking rubbish. mrs tag ordered me to move front.

i love fmaths papers! those who never take fmaths ya, kesian d lu.. hehe we have 3 hours for 12 questions and a graphical calculator who does all the work. it’s even happier than maths papers! i’m not saying that they are easy tho.

prelims.. i got b c c d, my phy somehow turned to c haha.. that got me ranked 18th in the class and probably seven hundred something-th in the whole cohort.

sher’s right eye got smaller.
the rich get richer, the poor get poorer.
the smart get smarter, the stupid get stupider.
the small eye got smaller (i’m just quoting her).

i think this entry is pointless and senseless.
i know my blog is.

i ate 2 burgers of burger king today.. it’s kind of an achievement coz i don’t remember ever finishing a meal in bk before..

i have so many things to write but don’t have the time ya.. (mr chan just said, attentionS all boarders, all the facilities rooms will be locked up in 5 minutes time..)

i took 3 hours to go ntu on saturday. it’s a total waste of time la. went to raffles to eat dinner (alone) and jurong point to buy fruits and food on the way. it’s a mean of survival. my ntu sister has no food in her room, n ntu is like so damn far from everywhere. i’m always left hungry and hot there. normally i wont be eating anything from the time i reach til 3 to 4 pm the next day which is the time my sister will bring me out to eat. tho there are times also when she has just bought food, lots lots of them and both of us will end up eating everything in one night. and i will still be left hungry and hot the next day.

but last weekend it wasnt so bad. coz of some bunda’s blog and my sister’s roommate who likes to cook, my sister and her roommate cooked lunch for the three of us. they cooked indo food like opor ayam, cah kangkung and bakso sop telor (the last one is courtesy of bunda). i didnt help coz was very lazy haha, instead stayed in the room and listened to some britney. the food was okay for me but it wasnt for them. they were very sad. i guess ppl should stay in dunman and eat the meals here to be able to appreciate food better haha. so yup i finally ate my lunch at the correct time (12 something).

eh my kovan sister has no food in her place too. for different reason. she always eat outside and she doesnt eat snacks (whats wrong with this kind of ppl. how to survive without food..). but she doesnt leave me hungry and hot coz got cheers near her place and aircon in her room.

watched wait til u’re older last night. i was kind of bored watching it while the rest of the world who were watching with me cried like mad. every single one of them. i almost fell asleep, no english subtitle and i was tired. anyways, thanks for shinfei’s (lousy) translation service oooppss.. haha.

i shall rot in hostel from today onwards, sticking my butt to any chair, to study that is.
study til death do us apart (ya ga sher?)
one more month!
hihi.

wah sleeping is good. i think for me everything goes well in a day if i have enough good sleep the night before. it’s true. i’ve observed that in my almost 20 years long life. but it’s a bit hard to fulfil coz my enough of sleep is a lot ya. and nobody really has the privillege to sleep a lot here in singapore. no wonder i need panadol and coffee and panadol to make up for it. oh, oh, plenty of good food is a must too.

40 year old virgin is so disgustingly funny and disgustingly meaningful. the main actor is soooo cute. and it’s not just another dirty disgusting bleah eew movie haha tho sher and i did bleah and eew in the cinema. (i dont really know what the guy next to sher did tho, he always got that perverted look on his face so i guess he should have enjoyed the movie haha. yeah i think he will read this.) there is a message about love and happiness behind those breasts and f words. guys should watch this movie in a large guys-only group. it’s so guys kind of movie. tho i am innocent and pure, i quite like it hihihi.

corpse bride is short. it’s funny but it’s way too short to worth 7 bucks. i think i see it as a packed, detailed movie which can get a little boring for an exciting 20 year old. the details are actually cute and funny but the movie ends before u can even pronounce victoria (i’m exaggerating la).

i got b c d d c6 and 2 merits for prelims. 72.5 for maths, 63.5 for fmaths, 56.7 for physics, 48 for chem, 43.6 for gp. thanks to tj wise moderation to make stupid ppl feel better and to keep the smarter ones on the ground. more difficult to score distinctions (a and b)but easier to pass. but what’s the use of grades and moderation if i myself know how stupid and unprepared i am for a levels.
my chem just cannot make it. thot of dropping it for a better life but i know i shouldnt.
nothing to be proud of. my mission of getting an a for maths and doing well for gp failed. tho i overall did (much) better than jct.

let’s get over prelims, i snap.

my tagboard has gone missing. hahahahaa. leave ur comments in the 0 comment down there instead la k. things like Hi, I liked your blog its my first time here! If you are interested, go see my Tai Chi related site. or Hey, you have a great blog here! I’m definitely going to bookmark you!I have a work from home site. It pretty much covers work from home opportunities.Come and check it out if you get time :-)

have been having fun the past few days. please refer to sher’s blog for the details haha. more or less the same la.

bali is bombed again.
i can’t understand this world and its people.